... [Viktor tilted his head into that hand as if on autopilot, eyes tired and distant.]
I have always wanted far too many things beyond my reach. It seems...unfair, to continue chasing such things when there were more productive things to accomplish.
I think we're starting to go in circles. [And he hates that distant look on Viktor's face. It makes him think of Salo, of those odd eyes Viktor had when he emerged from the hexcore cocoon.
He cups his hand over Viktor's cheek and rests their foreheads together.] I forgive you for the risks you took. And I love you for living in spite of them.
...maybe so. [But he did relax under the affectionate touches, just slightly.] I'm...sorry I apparently didn't tell you what I was doing. And for making you worry so much now--I'm alright, I feel as close to 'fine' as I can get, I promise you that.
And that does help. It really does, knowing that you're stable. Seeing the numbers for myself. [His thumb strokes gently over Viktor's cheek and he nudges their noses together with a quiet, tired sigh.]
I don't think anything can stop me worrying about you, Viktor. Even if you were somehow healed tomorrow, I'd still worry.
For someone so brilliant, you can be painfully foolish. [Steadying himself to something a little calmer, Viktor tilted his head for the lightest brush of a kiss in response.]
You forgive me for loving you? [He laughs softly and strokes his thumb over Viktor's cheekbone, nudging their noses together.] I'm glad for that. Not sure what I'd do, if I wasn't allowed to love you.
Say it back. [He's laughing, nipping at Viktor's nose, then his ear, tweaking his chin teasingly.] Say it back because I know where you're most ticklish and I'll use that knowledge for evil if you don't.
You would torment someone who just left the hospital? [Despite that, he was just barely holding back a laugh under the attention.] How unthinkably cruel, Jayce. I had no idea the love of my life was so terrible.
The love of your life, huh? I'll take that. [Instead of tickling, he wraps his arm around Viktor's waist and kisses his cheek.] Let me take you home, love of mine. I've been practicing making grilled cheese without burning it, I'll make you lunch.
Ha, ha. We can pick up some greens for Rio, too. I know she's good about not eating the potted plants, but I'd rather not risk losing one of the children if she gets peckish.
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Have you not considered that our work couldn't continue if you're not here to do it? Of course you would take that risk.
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I have always wanted far too many things beyond my reach. It seems...unfair, to continue chasing such things when there were more productive things to accomplish.
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He cups his hand over Viktor's cheek and rests their foreheads together.] I forgive you for the risks you took. And I love you for living in spite of them.
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I don't think anything can stop me worrying about you, Viktor. Even if you were somehow healed tomorrow, I'd still worry.
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From a safe distance, while holding a fire extinguisher.
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